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When I am afraid, I will trust in You - Psalm 56:3 NIV<\/span><\/em><\/strong>\r\n\r\nSuch a simple little verse. I think I learned it as a small child in Sunday\r\nSchool.\r\n\r\nNow that I'm all grown up what does it really mean for me. Fears creep up on\r\nme like thieves - fear of failure, fear of the past, fear of disappointment,\r\nfear of the unknown, fear of pain, fear of _______. That's the first part of\r\nthe verse.\r\n\r\nHere comes the 'I will' part - I will trust. Trust doesn't really come easy\r\nfor me. Being burned in the past doesn't help, but I'm generally a guarded,\r\nclosed, suspicious person. Let me down and my trust has to be earned.\r\n\r\nThis is so unlike our Father. Despite my fears and lack of trust, He is\r\ntrustworthy and has never disappointment or done anything to lose my trust.\r\nHere's the kicker: why don't I trust Him?<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
When I am afraid, I will trust in You – Psalm 56:3 NIV Such a simple little verse. I think I learned it as a small child in Sunday School. Now that I’m all grown up what does it really mean for me. Fears creep up on me like thieves – fear of failure, fear … <\/p>\n
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