{"id":646,"date":"2012-09-06T10:47:05","date_gmt":"2012-09-06T15:47:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pambhm.net\/blog\/?p=646"},"modified":"2012-09-06T10:47:05","modified_gmt":"2012-09-06T15:47:05","slug":"what-about-control-heres-an-article-including-the-worrywart-prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.pambhm.net\/blog\/2012\/09\/06\/what-about-control-heres-an-article-including-the-worrywart-prayer\/","title":{"rendered":"What about control? Here&#8217;s an article including the Worrywart Prayer."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.marydemuth.com\/everythingthebook\" target=\"_blank\">There is a new book coming &#8211; Everything by Mary DeMuth.<\/a>\u00c2\u00a0It&#8217;s good, people.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Following is from Sarah Farish -\u00c2\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.makingmuchofhim365.com\/2012\/09\/06\/giving-up-control-thanks-mary\/\">http:\/\/www.makingmuchofhim365.com\/2012\/09\/06\/giving-up-control-thanks-mary\/<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Today, I awakened to this prayer by Mary Demuth in my inbox. Funny how God knows exactly what we need.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/www.makingmuchofhim365.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/09\/worrywartprayerfinal-121x300.png\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>This prayer reminds me that\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n<p>God is more than capable of handling my burdens.<\/p>\n<p>I like to be in control. I am a planner, an organizer, and a\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6..ummm\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6..control freak.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like chaos and can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stand the unknown \u00e2\u20ac\u201c or the unorganized or the unplanned.<\/p>\n<p>But, God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been working on this idol in my life. He has called me to relinquish control in some very specific areas, and I have taken some huge steps over the past week.<\/p>\n<p>I did it. Now I wait.<\/p>\n<p>And, the scariest part of waiting?<\/p>\n<p>I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know what the outcome of me giving up control of ___________ will be.<\/p>\n<p>I might love the outcome! Or, I might hate it. Again, I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like not knowing, so this part is the hardest for me. The waiting [insert Jeopardy theme here] and the waiting [yeah, I know I said it twice!]<\/p>\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve asked myself a bazillion times in the past week, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Then, why make all these changes? Why not stay on the same path: doing it my way?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>Because God woke me up at 1:09 a.m on Saturday night\/Sunday morning and laid out his plan very clearly. And, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time to surrender to HIS way. (And, duh, my way wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t working!)<\/p>\n<p>More than that\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n<p>I want your will. I want your presence. I need your strength.<\/p>\n<p>All I want in my life is God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s will. His presence. His strength. I look back over the past five years, and I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve existed because of HIS strength. The minute I step back into my own strength, I fail, fail, and fail again.<\/p>\n<p>I KNOW God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s way is better than my way. God\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shown me that again and again in my life. So, I am choosing to wave the white flag and let God have the control he should have had all along.<\/p>\n<p>Mary\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s words echo the prayer of my heart as I daily surrender to Him and live in the tension of not knowing the outcome: Please take this burden today and use it in my life for your glory.<\/p>\n<p>I love the song \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You Are\u00e2\u20ac\u009d:<\/p>\n<p>All for Your glory; All for you name\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6You are God, Jesus, Majesty; You are life, Jesus, saving Me; You are King, Jesus, All will see that You are God.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n<p>That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s my song today \u00e2\u20ac\u201c and everyday. All in my life and your life \u00e2\u20ac\u201c good and bad &#8211; be all for His glory.<\/p>\n<p>What burden are you carrying today? What worry is filling your head and your heart, crowding Jesus out? What needs to be turned over to your Creator?<\/p>\n<p>Rest in knowing He is sovereign. His ways are better.<\/p>\n<p>Isaiah 55: 8-9<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u0153My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d says the Lord.<br \/>\n\u00e2\u20ac\u0153And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.<br \/>\n9 For just as the heavens are higher than the earth,<br \/>\nso my ways are higher than your ways<br \/>\nand my thoughts higher than your thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>Give it to Him.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is a new book coming &#8211; Everything by Mary DeMuth.\u00c2\u00a0It&#8217;s good, people. &nbsp; Following is from Sarah Farish -\u00c2\u00a0http:\/\/www.makingmuchofhim365.com\/2012\/09\/06\/giving-up-control-thanks-mary\/. Today, I awakened to this prayer by Mary Demuth in my inbox. Funny how God knows exactly what we need. This prayer reminds me that\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 God is more than capable of handling my burdens. 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