For all the single ladies…don’t wait! Fall in love with Him. That is the goal – not waiting for something or someone to come.
When I was 16, I got a purity ring.
And when I was 25, I took it off.
I didnâ€™t tell anyone I was doing it â€” it wasnâ€™t a statement or an emotional thing. I just slipped it off my finger that day and, before tucking it away in a box, ran my finger around the words on the familiar gold band.
â€œTrue Love Waits.â€Â Waits.
Whatâ€™s it â€œwaitingâ€ for, anyway?
I had my reasons for deciding not to wear it anymore. Other people might have other reasons. Itâ€™s a graveyard of hearts, this place where single church girls crash into their late 20s and early 30s. Churches see the symptoms. They scramble to reach out to the ever-growing young adult singles crowd who feels alienated by family-oriented services.
But thereâ€™s something bigger behind it than that.
There are a lot of girls out there who donâ€™t know who God is anymore â€“ the God of their youth group years just isnâ€™t working out. Back then, that God said to wait for sex until they are married, until He brings the right man along for a husband. They signed a card and put it on the altar and pledged to wait.
And wait they did.
And waited and waited and waited.
Some of them have prayed their whole lives for a husband, and he hasnâ€™t shown up. Theyâ€™ve heard the advice to â€œbe the woman God made you to be, focus on that, and then the husband will come.â€ Theyâ€™ve read â€œLady in Waiting,â€ gotten super involved in church and honed their domestic skills.
And still they wait.
More than a decade ago, a youth leader handed them a photocopied poem in Sunday School written to them from â€œGodâ€ that said, â€œThe reason you donâ€™t have anyone yet is because youâ€™re not fully satisfied in Me. You have to be satisfied with Me and then when you least expect it, Iâ€™ll bring you the person I meant for you.â€
And the girls see it posted on their bulletin boards from time to time.
â€œYouâ€™re right, God,â€ they say. â€œWeâ€™re not satisfied in you yet. We will put you first and then you can bring us a husband in your timing.â€
But many of them â€“ if theyâ€™re honest â€“ will tell you that time has passed, and itâ€™s wrecking their view of God.
If this is who Godâ€™s supposed to be, then Heâ€™s tragically late.
So some decide to chuck â€œLady in Waitingâ€ out the window â€¦ and possibly their virginity with it. Church goes next. God might go next, too. If He doesnâ€™t answer these prayers after theyâ€™ve held up their end of the bargain, why would He answer any others?
Whether it was the fault of the leaders, the fault of us girls, or both, a tragedy happened back then.
A lot of girls were sold on a deal and not on a Savior.
I had that poem on my bulletin board all through high school â€“ the one where â€œGodâ€ was telling me to fall in love with Him first and then I would be able to fall in love with a husband later.
Who wrote that poem anyway?
Pretty sure it wasnâ€™t God.
When Jesus was here on the earth, the crowds would follow Him because they saw He gave good things. But thatâ€™s not what He wanted. He wanted their hearts for Himself. So He would turn to them and say things like, â€œIf you donâ€™t love Me so much that every other relationship in your life looks like hate by comparison, you canâ€™t follow Me.â€ (Matthew 10:34-39, paraphrase)
That sounds a lot different from the poem.
ChristÂ isÂ the source of everything we need and the giver of all good gifts â€¦ but in telling people about Him, itâ€™s possible weâ€™ve sold them on a solution for lifeâ€™s problems and notÂ lifeÂ itself.
What if we as girls had learned early on that having Him was everything, not a means to the life we think He would want us to have.
If we had learned we donâ€™t abstain from sex because weâ€™re â€œwaiting.â€ We abstain because we love Him.
If Iâ€™d had on my bulletin board, â€œFall in love with Jesus.â€ Thatâ€™s it. Bottom line. Thatâ€™s everything you need to know, to work toward, to put your hope in.
If Iâ€™d learned who He is, what He wants, how to give Him everything, not â€œwaitâ€ so that one day I could give my everything to someone else.
If Iâ€™d learned that itâ€™s not bad to pray for a husband, but that my greater prayer should be for Him to spend my life as He chooses for His glory.
If we as believers make that our message, things could be drastically different for a lot of girls wondering why the God they think they learned to follow doesnâ€™t compute. It doesnâ€™t necessarily stop the desire for a husband or end all feelings of loneliness, but it does show a God who provides, loves and gives infinite purpose even to our singleness rather than a God who categorically denies some who pray for husbands while seemingly giving freely to others.
It shows that while marriage is good, He is the greater goal.
Donâ€™t think Iâ€™ve done this perfectly.
Iâ€™d be deceiving you if you thought that. Iâ€™ve had relationships where I made major mistakes. Iâ€™ve gone through angst-ridden phases where I met with friends to plead together with God to bring us husbands. Iâ€™ve planned major life decisions around possibilities.
I lived like I was waiting for something.
And thatâ€™s why I slipped off my ring that day. It wasnâ€™t that I wanted to sleep with people â€“ I havenâ€™t. It wasnâ€™t a slap to True Love Waits, or to anyone who wears a purity ring â€“ saving sex for marriageÂ isÂ good and is His design.
I just didnâ€™t want to wait anymore â€“ didnâ€™t want to live like I was waiting on anyone to get here.
I already have Him â€¦ and He is everything.
â€œFollow Christ for His ownÂ sake, if you follow Him at all.â€ â€“ J.C. Ryle